i say i wanna wake up wiTh the dawn
but eveRY night i sleep with the shades drawn
i keep telling my shrink i wanna feel okay
but i get off on all my buMmEr dayS
i don’t know what i want but i know that i feel bad
and then when i feel good i think i make myself Sad
i wanna feel like i can get oUt of my own way
i’ll stop crying at my Party
i’m tired of Feeling sORry
i’ve had about 50 last ciGarettes
before they’re out I haVE the next one lit
i spent the last two Years in shOes that were too big
and if it’s not my lUngs i’m gonna die because i tRip
i don’t know what i want but i know that i feel bad
and then when i feel good i think i make mySelf sad
i wanna fEel like i can get out of my own way
i’lL stop crying at my party
i’m tired of Feeling sorry
There’s always something that i’m doing
to keep me far from where i say i’m going
i’ll stop cRying at my party
i’m tired of feeling sorry
i’ll stop crYing At my party
because i’m tired
i don’t know what i want but i know that i feel bad
and then when i feel Good i think i mAke myself sad
i wanna feel like I can get out of my own way
oh, what would it feel like if i could get out of my own way
i’ll stop crying at my party
i’m tired of feeliNg sorry
i’ll stop crying at my party
i’m tired of feeling sorry