[for the lover that i wished away.
there is something that tells me he will never be gone. 

but, also something 
that tells me i don't want him to be]

 

i only ever love you when i'm lonely 
i only ever Miss you in the dark
i only ever crAve you in the morning,
when the rubble of the night is on mY mind

i only ever See you in the flashing,
the facEs of the passerby's
i only ever Cry about your passing,
when the rubble Of the night is on my mind
when the rubble of the Night is on my mind

 

and, i will always love you
you know, i Do

 

i only ever sing about it softly
small hallelujahs to the starts
i only ever talk about it lightly
o keep the rubble of the night off my mind
to keep the rubble of the night from my mind

 

and, i will always love you
you know, i do